Today..

These shaking hands, can get nothing done

and id love to go home, but i know i dont got one

my racing heart, no longer beats for you

I dont want to win, no i just want to get through

My head pounds and my heart breaks

and i cry rivers that turn in to lakes

I fall in a hole that has no end

and i sit on my bed n try not to spin

I sit at my desk and I try not to cry

my destruction's complete, Im just waiting to die

I dont want any part of this, no part at all

I cant find the words so i ignore your call

I cant find the humor no i dont thing its funny

I cant break a smile, I dont think I love me

I think of your face megan, and oh there it is

the courage i needed to get up and live.

As long as your out there, i think i might belong

yeah, as long as we have each other, we're never really alone.